for him. i love him
when u aint have ur phone for a long time and expect to come back to come back to hella notifications but remember u lame
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So I’m on my last month of vacation. The college I’m going to this year is one of the few colleges that shifted their academic calendar from beginning its classes on June , it will start this August. I was happy at first because I’m going to have a long vacation and that I’m going to the #1 university in the country. But as time passed by of no classes, I start to feel worthless. It felt like I had no meaning to live. I guess that’s because, all my life, going to school made everything in my life so easy and light. Funny, right? School is supposed to be gruesome and unbearable that you just want to be over with it. But for me, it’s a different story. School has always been my escape from all the problems I have with my family and myself. In school, it’s like a different world that I’m the one who’s making my own problems and decisions and it felt like I have my own control of my life. But now I don’t have that “different world”. Now, I’m in my real world. I hate every second of it. Others might get jealous because I get to rest more but for me it’s just torture. I feel like life is so meaningless.
School is also special to me because it’s where all my friends are. My friends is my other escape. But they’ll be going to a university here in our city while I’m moving to Manila soon. I can’t bear the idea of leaving the people who’s always been on my side during good and bad times. Aaaaand I’ll leave this special guy in my life. But I know we can make it work. One way to make it work is to believe it will. But still…
Lastly, this school ain’t my dream school. It’d be okay to go to college far away from here as long as it’s my dream college I’m going to but it’s not…
I just don’t know what to do. It’s making me really sad though.
that’s all. xx
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